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| After Graduation Mood-UBER happy and excited |
| 05.15.04 (1:26 pm) [edit] |
Oh my Goodness. . .Graduation was absolutely beautiful! Everything went smoothly, and there were no furiously embarrassing moments for me. ^_^ The speech was absolutely perfection. I missed everyone while I was up there, though, and wished they could have been there. They are having a thing at the church for me, though, so everyone is invited to that, and I will be sure and notify you all. Just get ahold of me in anyway, if you would like to come. I love you all!!
Jibee-chan!
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| >>Poem<< |
| 05.10.04 (8:03 pm) [edit] |
My Love Unfeigned
Little whispers
of love unknown,
every time we speak.
Just little hints,
and short small breaths,
of something tender and meek.
When our eyes meat,
our hearts conjoin,
making our souls combine.
Like a tree
with ivy about--
everything intertwines.
Quiet conversations,
feelings so deep,
we do not realize,
our hearts do speak,
of fantasies dear,
uttering no guilt nor lies.
(C) Jamie Lynn Greene 2004
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| All I Want |
| 05.07.04 (1:19 pm) [edit] |
These are not just petty words,
I say to gain you back.
Just a couple of questions,
To you I'd like to ask:
During those times you held me,
Did you feel it too?
The chemistry so strong,
And the love so true?
Did you feel the breeze upon your face,
The times no wind was near?
Did you feel the love in my embrace,
When I held you, dear?
Now, I dare make nothing sweeter,
Than the feeling of your kiss.
For now I hold your memories,
And your tender touch I miss.
And as I lay hear crying,
I reach out for your hand,
Asking for your gentleness,
To heal me once again.
Tell you that I love you,
That my feelings are so true,
Saying under every breath,
"All I want is you."
(C) Copyright 2004-Jamie Lynn Greene
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| 'Tis a grand ol' day. |
| 04.16.04 (4:46 pm) [edit] |
It's all sunny outside and drama is dying. . .heck, my trucks clean. I'm happy as pig in mud. . .??????
Riight, so, reality. Today has been okay, just a few minor things went wrong. As for everyone that is there to hurt me, I told them what they needed to hear, and if they take heed it's up to them. Just for them to know I am not backing down, and I will stand my ground with my words.
Well, just thought I'd update, this thing looked pretty empty. I'm not going to say Love j00 this time. . .because there are a lot of you whom I don't.
Jamie
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| Never Again |
| 04.12.04 (5:24 pm) [edit] |
He's drunk again, it's time to fight
She must have done something wrong tonight
The living room becomes a boxing ring
It's time to run when you see him
Clenching his hands
She's just a woman
Never Again
I hear her scream, from down the hall
Amazing she can even talk at all
She cries to me, Go back to bed
I'm terrified that she'll wind up
Dead in his hands, She's just a woman
Never Again
Been there before, but not like this
Seen it before, but not like this
Never before have I ever
Seen it this bad
She's just a woman
Never Again
Just tell the nurse, you slipped and fell
It starts to sting as it starts to swell
She looks at you, she wants the truth
It's right out there in the waiting room
With those hands
Lookin just as sweet as he can
Never Again
Seen it before, but not like this
Been there before, but not like this
Never before have I ever
Seen it this bad
She's just a woman
Never Again
Father's a name you haven't earned yet
You're just a child with a temper
Haven't you heard "Don't hit a lady"?
Kickin' your ___ would be a pleasure
He's drunk again, it's time to fight
Same old ____, just on a different night
She grabs the gun, she's had enough
Tonight she'll find out how ______
Tough is this man
Pulls the trigger just as fast as she can
Never Again
Seen it before, but not like this
Been there before, but not like this
Never before have I ever
Seen it this bad
She's just a woman
Never Again
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| Echo |
| 04.09.04 (10:11 pm) [edit] |
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste, Asking why
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace
Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space
Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case
And I don't need to look behind
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste, Asking why
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Do I expect to change
The past I hold inside
With all the words I say
Repeating over in my mind
Some things you can't erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape
Is all there is left to find
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste, Asking why
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside
So I close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste, Asking why
I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside
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| To You, My Friend. . .To You. |
| 04.08.04 (1:39 pm) [edit] |
"Trust"
I'd been searching for an answer,
someone to hold close by.
Just a friend, and nothing less,
to help me day and night.
They'd tell me that they loved me,
in times of agony,
They'd lend a helping hand,
in times of dire need.
They'd hold me close and kiss me,
not ever letting me go,
when all troubles come my way,
and harsh winds start to blow.
Few I've ever found,
have ever met up to these needs,
but few of them do know,
the genuine me in me.
But you seem to know me,
through all my problems and my pain.
You're the one who reaches for me,
and knows my every way.
And still you lead me throughout life,
with a tender touch and kiss,
encouraging me to follow,
my every dream and wish.
I trust you like I trust no one,
for you are my everything.
When I loose you I'll lose it all,
because you're all that's dear to me.
But I won't let it get me down,
for even then I'll know,
that life's fantasies and 'fairy tales'
are only there to show,
That through love you have everything,
and no one is without,
for everyone finds in love,
what life is all about.
(C) Jamie Lynn Greene 2004
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| My "Reason" |
| 04.06.04 (9:49 pm) [edit] |
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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| Quiz |
| 04.03.04 (7:08 pm) [edit] |
Your soul is bound to the Glass Rose: The
Fragile.
"My heart lies somewhere between perfection
and dust. And while my soul is a sight to
behold, I shatter at the blink of an
eye."
The Glass Rose is associated with perfection,
beauty, and frailty. It is governed by the
goddess Aphrodite and its sign is the Looking
Glass, or Tenuous Love.
As a Glass Rose, you have a beautiful soul and
naturally attract people to you. Love comes
naturally to you, but it hardly ever lasts.
Though you embody the perfect form of love,
your own faults are your own undoing.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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| Sounds of War |
| 04.03.04 (6:27 pm) [edit] |
Bells ring,
resound in my head,
the sounds of war,
I hear once again.
The south bell rings
with strength and might,
The north bell rings
sound small and bright.
"War! War!"
They're screaming at me.
But is this a war
between you and me?
I hear us fighting
once again,
your hand's spite
upon my face
It's like we're trying to fix,
something that's wrong,
and somehow find,
a perfect place.
But now we must find,
that place for my head,
for no longer I have,
my house nor my bed.
I left you today,
with hope that you'd change.
You've lost me now,
you've lost everything.
You can't be a man,
when your girl's losing hope,
you can't be a woman,
when your respect is so low.
You can't be a solace
to a feeling of pain,
you can't see me now,
cause your thoughts are in vain.
I'm am gone now,
in sweet ecstacy,
Just remember this now,
as you're fighting with me.
Now you scream out my name,
in fear that I'm gone,
But the simple fact is,
I've been gone all along. . .
J. L. Greene (C) 2004
Jibee-chan
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| Don't really have much of a subject |
| 03.30.04 (10:42 am) [edit] |
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When all is well, and "well" is all that's left to say, I'll have loved you from the beginning to the end of my every day. To a special friend, you more than likely know who you are and where you stand in my life. I love you. Jamie Lynn Greene. ~Jibee-chan~ ^_^
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| Guess who's back. . .back again |
| 03.29.04 (12:50 pm) [edit] |
AHHH Everybody knows that song!! --Jibee-chan<-- *hates that song* Okay, now I'm done.> W007! yeah, I'm hyper still, and still happy as well. I love being like this, I love days like this. Everything is great as I sit here doing nothing and being free! I'm free of the clutches of high school and all its stress. *wants to jump around*
I have to go, I'll edit this blog later!! LOVES J00! Jibee-chan!
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| Oh my goodness I'm so excited!!! |
| 03.25.04 (3:09 pm) [edit] |
I just finished my last test of the year, and I'm finished with high school!!!! ^_^ *Jibee-chan is so excited!* I also set a new record for El Monte! I'm the first there to make straight 100%'s K-12th Grade!! yippee!! He he. Well, Love j00!
Jibee-chan!
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| A White Rose |
| 03.22.04 (2:55 pm) [edit] |
The red rose whispers of passion,
And the white rose breathes of love;
Oh, the red rose is a falcon,
and the white rose is a dove.
But I send you a cream-white rosebud,
With a flush on its petal tips;
For the love that is purest and sweetest
Has a kiss of desire on the lips.
J.B. O'Reilly
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| A Love Poem |
| 03.22.04 (2:23 pm) [edit] |
I turn and see you passing in the street,
When you are not. I take another way,
Lest missing you the fragrance of the day
Exhale, and I know not that it is sweet.
And marking you I follow, and when we meet
Love laughs to see how sudden I am gay;
Sweetens the air with fragrance like a spray
Of sweet verbena, and bids my heart to beat.
Love laughs; and girls that take you by the hand,
Know that a sweet thing has befallen them;
And women give their hearts into your heart.
There is, I think, no man in all the land
But would be glad to touch your garment's hem.
And I, I love you with a love apart.
---March 22, 2004
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| In Love With You |
| 03.09.04 (7:34 pm) [edit] |
My heart stops,
my hands shake,
my love for you,
is beyond Heaven's Gate,
I think I'm in love,
knowing not what to do,
I think I'm in love,
and I think it's with you.
I feel that you're here,
holding me tight,
this feeling I feel--
--I feel it tonight.
This feeling I feel,
is a feeling so true,
wanting only to tell,
of my feelings for you.
(C) Jamie Greene 2004
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| "If" |
| 03.09.04 (7:13 pm) [edit] |
If you can keep your head when all about you,
are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
or being lied about, don't deal in lies.
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
and yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream--and not make dreams your master;
if you can think--and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
and treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken,
twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can amke one heap of all your winnings
and rist it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
and lose, and start again at your beginnings
and never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
to serve your turn long after they are gone,
and so hold on when there is nothing in you,
Except the will which says to them; "Hold on!"
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
if all men count with you, but none too much;
if you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty second's worth of distance run,
your is the earth and everything that's in it,
and--which is more--you'll be a man, my son!
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| Wooohhh |
| 03.08.04 (7:36 pm) [edit] |
Howdy ya'll!! Jibee's back. . .yup it's me. All is going well right now. . .and hopefully it stays this way. But as March goes, it probably won't. . .lol. :roll:
I finally got around to The Return of the King. It was fantastic. . .absolutely beautiful!! ^_^ I shared the glorious moment with my friend, Bryan. It was sweetness!!
"All that is gold does not glitter,
not all those who wander are lost,
the old that is strong does not wither,
deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From ashes a fire shall be woken,
a light from the shadows shall spring.
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
the crownless again shall be King."
The best words Tolkien ever wrote on paper, I would believe! Well, I'll write more about today tomorrow. . .if that makes sense. Lovez j00!!! Jibee-chan!!!!
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| my current emotions |
| 03.07.04 (6:07 pm) [edit] |
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| A poem I wrote today |
| 03.06.04 (8:52 am) [edit] |
Inside A Glass Cage
I’m trapped in a glass cage,
The world I can see,
I’ve no where to hide,
Nowhere to be me.
I love the life around me,
I can see it all so clear,
But how can I love it when,
It’s there and I’m here.
I’ve no where to breathe,
For my breathing fogs these eight walls,
And every time I lift my spirits,
All they do is fall.
I’m so depressed,
It’s like I can’t go on,
Trapped inside a picture frame,
All hope for me is gone.
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| A friend's poem |
| 02.24.04 (7:59 pm) [edit] |
Where have all the Angels Gone?
People sliding into filth
Our society victim to greed
Values have been discarded
morals are being ignored.
Where have all the angels gone?
Billy lives in the alley in rags
Eating only what he finds in dumpsters.
Rich, suave William drives his Porsche
and ignores a begging Billy.
Where have all the angels gone?
Children look to their parents
to be their role models.
But the parents are never there
or passed out from their latest binge.
Where have all the angels gone?
Where is the positive role models?
Where are those that show compassion?
Where are our values?
Where are our morals?
Where have all the angels gone?
By gambitplaya
© 2003 gambitplaya (All rights reserved)
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| Another one of those long lines of thoughts |
| 02.18.04 (7:32 pm) [edit] |
Woo-hoo, I'm expressing. Tee-hee. I'm in an uber-good mood!
My dear, loved one, I will love you even when times are cold. I will be there for you when no one else will care, and when everyone has let you down. I will put my faith in you when no one else cares. I will love you when my love is unrequitted. I will never wish evil upon you, and I will never let you down. Just trust in me, and you'll have a friend who will love you forever.
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| Update |
| 02.18.04 (7:26 pm) [edit] |
Thursday I packed and headed up to Morgantown, checked in the hotel there, got dressed and went to the service. It was a goodie.
Friday I woke up, dressed, went to a service, went out to eat, went shopping, came back to the hotel, dressed again, left to the service, went to the lock-in, back to the hotel, dressed for bed, to bed.
Saturday, woke up, got dressed, got packed, went shopping in Charleston, went home, went to bed.
Sunday, woke up, dressed, Sunday morning service, came home, ate, practice, service, home, bed.
Monday, no school, stayed home all day sick, actually, until I went with my bro to the mall to get him some pants, came home, dressed for bed, went to sleep.
Tuesday was horrible, school, was sick, was hurt, was crying, talked to friend, felt better, talked to another friend felt bad again, talked to another friend, felt better, got dressed for bed, went to sleep.
Wednesday, school, came home, cleaned up again, went downtown to Riley's and picked up some sheet music, ordered some sheet music, came home, chatted online, was late for Quiz Practice, stopped at Wendy's, ate, came home, am online now talking to friends.
My feelings-not bad at the moment, but I'm psycho, so beware. . .
My self-esteem-horrible, but it always has been.
My thoughts and emotions-I wish I could only love those who love in return.
My life-Pretty good. . .I'd describe it using "awesome" as a significant word.
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| Check this out. . . |
| 02.11.04 (7:18 pm) [edit] |
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WOOOHOOOO I'm LEAVING!!!!! HATE ME FOR IT!!! [b][i]YEAH![/i][/b]
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| check this out |
| 02.01.04 (1:48 pm) [edit] |
To my Love: This is the one you need to see.
*I don't want you as my property,
I only wish for you to see,
my heart is yours in everyway,
and I'll love you more now every day.
I want to be your sweetest friend,
the one that loves you in the end,
When all else fails and no one's found,
when all your love has reached the ground.
I want you to know that I am still here,
even those times I can't hold you near,
I'll keep my heart close to your smile,
it'll make life quite more than just 'worth the while'. . .*
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